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Be Alone (prod. JIMONAH x BCookieontheTrack)

from Processed Aspirations by BCookieonthetrack

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My first virtual collaboration with another artist turned into a solid album closing track! Check out JIMONAH's music at the link in the credits!

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Part I:
Sitting on my throne reflecting how I grown
Cleansing memories I wish I never known
Reaping benefits from all the seeds I’ve sown
Thinking how it all started, I had to be alone
Jumping through the hoops, while I’m flowin on the loops
Watching all these groups slowly turning to troops
Ill be over here just being me, as I keep my mind free
Living life alone, how its got to be
Smell the violence in the air
Steppin out my house you know I wouldn’t dare
I feel the pressure rise up, glances now a glare
Is this all in my mind, I’m thinkin therapy is fair
Take me back just a few more years
Everybody now consumed by fears
I always felt it but never really thought id have to be alone
Now its all I’ve ever known

Hook:
Darkness in my mind tryna pull me down
Starkness from the way I act around
Feelin like I’m always lying to everybody else
I don’t want any help if I can’t be myself

Verse 1:
Feelin sick cause I drink too much now
Reel in quick I don’t wanna have to sink down
Like a fish on the line, Im still tryin to keep my mind off it, but I cant ever stop it
Memories fading like an old man
Not worth dating but please just hold my hand
I don’t wanna be alone now, keep in on your mind and close now

Bridge:
All these calls blowin up my phone mostly spam
Or people who don’t give damn about
Who I am without
I always keep my fam close cause I know that they care no doubt
I don’t want to be in this world no more
But I’ll do it for them for sure

Outro:
I know I cant escape it
False hope got me elated
My past I cant evade it
My mind it feels vacated
Im moving on but somethings wrong
My time was there and now its gone
Ill do my best as I push on
My head it up but I’m a pawn
Please give me strength
To keep these thoughts at length
I know my futures bright
But only if I fight

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from Processed Aspirations, released March 14, 2021
JIMONAH: jimonah.bandcamp.com

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BCookieonthetrack Chicago, Illinois

Been making music on and off since high school for fun. Always needed some sort of creative outlet from the loop of life we get stuck in sometimes

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